There have been 2 times when I was in the car and "I have been blessed" by Martina Mcbride has come on the radio and it has reminded me of what really matters and it has brought me to tears. The second time was today, but let me tell you about the first time.
I had been up in Logan going to Utah State University for about 2 months, so this was almost 5 years ago! I was driving home for the weekend and I was in the canyon. It was the prettiest fall day I have ever experienced. All the trees were orange, red, and yellow and the sun was out. This song came on. I was having a rough time with my roommates (no worries Cait, not you), and I was just so dang excited to get to home to my family for the weekend. As the song played, I was so grateful for the nature's beauty and that I had such a loving family in Centerville that was always so excited to see me, wanted me to be happy, and sincerely cared about how I was feeling.
The second time this song came on was today. I had just got finished with what will be my last assignment for school EVER! I was driving in my car with the windows rolled down, the wind blowing in my face, and the sun shining and it was the perfect temperature on a perfect day. The song came on. Once I again, it brought me to a few little happy tears. I just was so grateful for the sun and the fresh spring air, but I thought about how getting a bachelor's degree has been a lifelong goal for me and that on May 8th I would receive my diploma. I feel so forturnate that Trav and I have found a way to both go to school and that my employer helps pay for my tuition and has allowed me to work different hours to work around the classes I needed. I also thought about how one of my goals was to get marrid in the temple. I feel so grateful that I had met Trav and he was worthy to take me to the temple. He has been so supportive and works so SO hard in his schooling. He is the GREATEST blessing in my life! I also have the greatest love and support from his family and my family.
Here is the chorus of the song "Blessed" by Martina Mcbride.
I have been blessed
And I feel like I've found my way
I thank God for all I've been given
At the end of every day
I have been blessed
With so much more than I deserve
To be here with the ones that love me
To love them so much it hurts
I have been blessed
I think there was a reason that I heard this song today. I know that throughout my schooling and Trav's schooling I have had many complaining moments and poor me moments. In all truthfulness, I have been blessed with so much more than I deserve. This was a good reminder.